Sunday, July 25, 2010

gandong... @.@

Today, nono... form yesterday night... i fight restlessly for my Corporate Finance midterm. It is a subject that not so easy for me. >.< but... when the midterm paper in front of me... =.=!!! I would like to SHOUT out: If i know, i will just do all the tutorial question then enough!!! X.x... Lecturer did tell me that, the midterm is just for collect  marks... and i not sure till which level it will be easy to be... so... i ... OHNO!!! IF I KNOW EARLIER!!! 早知道!!! zzz...

Yesterday night... i just sleep for 3 and a half hours... no wonder, now i can felt my head is spinning... dizzy... @.@...aii... just now go fellowship again~ ^^ love that when i am in the fellowship~ Make friendssss~~~ haha...

From last night till just now, i am in a busy and restless. Indeed, i am still got sleep at this afternoon... for 1 hour like that... xp *die*

Yesterday night, i did set my phone's alarm to be wake at 3 am when it was 1am... coz i can't stand my tiredness and wanna have a rest... long time i didn't sleep that late a few already... x.x Then... the alarm clock didn't sound during 3am... and luckily, i wake myself at 4am... i was bound up myself... and then quickly rush to my study table, wore my glasses and STUDY!!! >.< I was glad that i wake at that time not after more more few hoursss... If like that... I sure DIE!!! X.x... coz i still left 2 chapters and i study the slidesss for 70++ each chapter... >.< That was really a suffering night ever... Thanks God~ That somehow, i still felt like He did wake me up~ ^^ Thanks God~~~

After exam from 12pm to 2pm...haha.. i go for lunch with xiaoyan(the only one that i know from foundation take Corporate Finance with me^^ ). Praise God i didn't felt sleepily during the exam and i know how to do most of the question~ After that, i went back from lunch~ when i was full, i won't felt like going to have a nap... >.< so... i do my slides for tonight fellowship 灵修分享~ hehe... yup... this week would be my doing the present although i should have it last week... but i throw the ball to ahsou first~ wakaka... xp

After done all the slides that i need, then i roughly go through it and go have a nap for about 1 hour... then... gege sms me to let me help him find the songs slides for tonight... It did take me some time to accomplish the slides for him... Luckily that i did found the new song lyrics in the internet... haha... recall again that time... i am really in the edge to give up finding... coz i can't found the lyrics...and i need to go to have a bath and contacts those who are going...the time is not enough that time...xp  and i pray God for more time~ and... haha... guess what happen??? He did gave my extra time!!! ;D  Johnny send me a msg that he will be come to fetch me late a bit than the time he mention before~ Praise God again!!!

And then, i still look again my own slides and hoping i won't be nervous during my presentation~ I did deeply felt that God is beside me, teaching me~ as i said in my mind that: God, lead me~ I pray for to be His vessel(器皿) and act what He want me to do~ I know He won't like me to be nervous during the presentation as i dun like too... @.@ haha... He did lead me!!! When i present, i just think of: How God will looking at me when i present? haha... He sure will forgive if i make some silly mistakes. So, i present it with courage from God~ Praise God!!! ;D  haha... It is the only presentation that i won't felt regret after present~ The nice presentation i never had!!! ^^ wahahahahahha... *joy*

Thank God~ you lead me in the time i am sooo weak and dunno what to do... You did give me what i need. You got your time line for every movement and i am willing to wait.
In FAITH, i am willing to let You lead me, FOREVER!!! ;) Thanks God~

Good night~ Zzz...

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