Am i being separated?? 精神分裂？？？！！！ huh... T.T
Hm... different characteristic... Be a cheerful good girl in church... while... be a bad girl when i am not at church... hmm... Is that me!? aisk... How i find a balance point between them??? Which is the true me?? I am so energetic in doing church things but... i am trying to get rid of doing the home works and assignmentss... =.=... It that ok??? of course NOT!!!
My Lord, please help me to be a nice person whether in church or not in church... i am doing all the things for You and not just showing the people in front of me... Make me get a balance between them... I admit that i am confuse... I lost myself... the people with huge different background is around me... I change as the people around me are not the same... such that, i am not wearing too short de pants in church and they definitely think that i would never wear... but... i did wear it when i going out with my housemates... I am so friendly in the church to let everyone get warm in the fellowship and i am working so hard for it and actually i am not a person that like to talk actually... i am forcing myself to do that... and when i get home... i am tired... and i really dun like to care people around me... i confess that... >.< I did sometime become a cold person...
I dun like that!!! I wan to be a friendly and cheerful person coz i happy to be like that!!! no matter where am i!!! i wanna to be a good girl no matter where i go and where i am!!! Erm... i can wear short pants la hor?? coz wear liao not means that i am a bad girl... hmm... i think so~ xp
Try to be balance no matter where i am~ I will to be good not only in church but at everywhere~ may the love in my heart spread to everyone around me, whether i know or dun know them...
May Your Love spread wherever i go~ ^^ Thank you my Lord~~~<3
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